Saturday, January 23, 2010

I'm running the race but it seems too hard to win...

Ugh. What do you do when you know you're supposed to trust God and you try to trust God that everything will go right and you'll be happy again, but on the other hand, you know there's a chance it won't.

Well, for your information, that's the devil standing on your shoulder -telling- you that you should go out and do drugs because your life is ruined and you're better off being a mean person... but WHAT about the angel on your other shoulder saying, it's gonna be OK but that doesn't mean it's not going to suck.

I have currently misplaced, no, LOST my camera. My brand new, stunning, beautiful Canon camera. I cannot find it anywhere and I just got it a month ago.

It's not easy for me to trust when I'm pretty sure there's no hope.


Ugh.

I am so happy when I'm at musical practice, but there is no covering up of every other aspect of my life.

I'm still going to pray, hard... because that IS the only hope I have.

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