I have a terribly long list of things I should be doing.
I think I am beyond the point of "stressed". I don't even feel stressed out anymore, I feel like more of a zombie. Everything is routine now. It is routine for me to go to bed at 12 and wake up at 5. It is routine to spend hours on homework and sleep during class. My level of energy and effort is dropping dramatically.
At least I'm not depressed, right? I was more worried about that than anything.
Sometimes I wish people could see the expression on God's face when they act against him... All the rain and snow that falls could not measure up to the tears I'm sure God has cried for us.
Every day I try and try to influence people around me to make good choices and choose the hard thing over the wrong thing but it never seems to be enough.
I am almost emotionless at this moment, but a have a song on my mind that can sum up just a small section of the questions that fill my mind: "Should've When You Could've" Skillet
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